1/5/11

Today was A VERY busy day & im exhausted, but yet again can NOT sleep!!
Last night I had the WORST migrane of my life & couldnt fall asleep until 4 in the morning & of course getting woke up at 8, but my handsome little hungry boy.
& going off of 4 hours of sleep & chasing a 11 month old has wore me out..
but I have so much I have to get done before Tylers 1st Birthday Party!
I cant believe that Tyler is A month away from being 1! Seriously where has the time gone!
I remember the day he was born like it was yesterday [ our super bowl baby ]
& now look at him on the go!!!!
I cant believe it this time last year I was VERY pregnant!
Awaiting the arrival of Tyler & seeing where my life is right now
I never woiuld have though that this would be where I would be at in my life almost 21 with A 1 year old & married!!!!
I wonder everyday what did I do to deserve Tyler & Max they are absolutely perfect & they are my entire world!!!!
were looking forward to watching Tyler grow & being there every step of the day, but its also so sad hes growing up soo fast!
After you have A child time flies by & next thing you know they are already 1 & your looking back on the past year!
I find myself everyday when tyler is playing just watching him & wondering what his future & our future will be like!!!
will he like sports or not?
what he will become?
& where we will be how many kids will we have & just what the future holds for me & my family!!
thinking about it all makes me soo excited, but even more excited living the present & just enjoying everyday!
To many people take everyday for granted when everyone should just look around & be grateful for everything you have...
& how blessed you truly are cause there is always someone worse of then you are!!!
Well im going to attempt to go to sleep since Tylers cake is finished & his cake smash photoshoot is tomorrow <3
which im soooo excited for I know he is going to just LOVE it!!

Goodnight,
Love Always
Kim