My little Bubba...

Oh my I cant believe how BIg he is getting & all the new things he is doing hard to believe a year ago today we found out he had pyloric stenosis & how tiny he was & seeing him now. All hes been threw hes always happy as ever he makes me soo proud to be his mom!!
He amazes me everyday
He is such much like his daddy which could be a good thing or a bad thing lol
cause its already like I have 2 kids!
but tylers new things are
- He LOVES crackers, but once he eats most of it he throws the rest down we dont know why, but he only likes whole crackers lol

- He loves making car noises.

- Does this like rockstar head bang lol when music comes on

- loves to share his food!

- runs up & gives kisses

- tries to put his shoes on himself [ even though hes not even close lol He loves to try ]

- loves drinking out of water bottles

- Waves bye to people all threw the store

- loves eyelashes

- throws balls

- tickles people

- acts like he washing his own hair in the tub.

- still puts his feet in his mouth.

- swings his golf clubs [ like daddy taught him ]

Just some of the many new things that hes doing.
I absolutely love getting to watch him grow day by day!
& thank god everyday for giving us Tyler
its hard to believe someone so perfect is ours

3/3/11 What Happend with Tyler...

SO I FINALLY have some free time to write about what exactly happend to Tyler!
 have had alot of people ask me what exactly happend with Tyler & its hard to explain, but he wasnt sick or anything, but he was teething & had an ear infection [Which we didnt know about cause his doctor SUCKS!!!!!!]
but anways he had been getting a fever on & off for a few days at night so we would give his some Tylenol.
& on Wensday march 2nd we put him in his bead to go to sleep & he woke up around midnight screaming bloody murder so I went in there & he was screaming, but wouldnt open his eyes so I woke Max up & said he had to come look at him so he got up & we just watched him for a minute & finally got him to wake up & we took his tempurature & it was 102 so we gave him some Tylenol & put him in bed with us to sleep!
& he woke up around 4 in the morning & wanted to play which was wierd he NEVER wakes up al lthrew the night like that so I got his glow worm for him to look at til he got tired & he started to doze off & then I started to doze off & felt the bed shaking so I grabbed his glow work to look at him & his eyes were rolled back so I turned on the light & he was laying there with his fists clinched shaking like crazy, eyes rolled back, lips were purple & drool pooring out of his mouth!
I went to call max & told him to come home immedietly & I started balling
I paniced cause I was home alone so I grabbed him & ran to my neighbor house but on the way there his whole body went limp he was just like a rag doll just hanging there I was so scared cause I had no clue why this was happening I knew it was a seizure, but didnt know why it was happening to my baby boy.
So the ambulance came & imedietly said it sounds like it was a fibrile seizure, which it was.
When we got to the hospital they did blood tests, x rays & pee tests on tyler & everything came back good so after about 4 hours of being theere they let us go home.
& they put him on antibiotics for his ear infection & they said it would probably cause a rash which it has, but this is like no rash we have ever seen & I feel so bad for him you barely touch his booty & he screams it looks like open wounds I cant wait for all this to be over with I HATE seeing tyler like this!
I mean he is finally getting his appetite back & gaining the weight, but just knowing that everytime he has even the slightest fever he can have aother seizure scares the crap out of me!
I already want him to sleep with me every single night which I get no sleep & I keep havign that picture in my head of Tyler that day.
I know other people have it so much harder then Tyler, but NO one wants to see thier baby have to go threw any of that I wish I could take all his pain away & put it all on myself!
He has already been threw enough & hes only 1...
but you never know how strong you really are until being strong is the only choice you have.

but today he went NOT needing any medicine, except for his ear infectiong & his rash, but tonight he had to have medicine tonight cause he started getting really hot again & screaming so hoping that it will just go away already!!!!!!

Just when he seems to be acting like himself again it all goes back down hill

How Me & Max met!!!

So I figured id right how me & Max met since alot of people dont know!
Well me & Max went to high school together & I went to that school all 4 years, but Max transfered there his senior year, my junior year.
& he actually started dating this girl that me & her never liked each other so he wouldnt even look in my direction cause she would bitch him out!
Well after a few months they ended up breaking up & everyone in the whole school knew it would happen eventually cause she didnt have the best reputation so a few days after they broke up he walked passed me to his car & he said hey kim & I took a second look & said oh hi!
& that night he added me on myspace
& we talked none stop after that & a few days later I gave him my number & the first time we talked on the phone we talked until it was time to get ready to go to school we just had that instant connection & there was never a break in our conversation!
& well the next day at school we were scared to talk in person cause of what people would say so we kept giving each other those looks all day he instantly always put the biggest smile on my face.
& the next day it got out about us talking cause his ex was a psycho & would hack into my myspace & she was reading our messages, but we were actually happy to get all the things people were going to say over with & just take our friendship to the next level.
& we both swore we just wanted a friend cause our last break ups were so bad, but ill never forget it was omy junior year homecoming & me & my friend were doing some last minute things for the game & we got in a really bad car accident!
& she was a cheerleader & even after all that she kept saying I cant miss the game I want to go see, but we were both so shook up & balling & max was there, but I couldnt get to talk to him cause we were swormed with people trying to ask if we were ok!
So that night he called me & he said I heard what happend & I tried to talk to you, but I realized you were busy & I really hope your ok!
& I replied yes just alittle shook up & sore still
& he said well I really had this all planned out & wanted to do this in person, but I realized it wasnt the right time but I really would like you to be my gf
He said I dont knwo what it is about you but ive never felt this way before the minute I heard about your accident my heart dropped I never want anything to happen to you EVER..
& of course I said yes & we talked all night again lol
Things with max were just different he wasnt like anyother guy & I loved that
He wasnt afraid to be romantic, goofy & just the total sweetheart he still is today & thats how I fell in love with him!
& so he asked me out February 20, 2007
& then on november 8, 2009 he proposed :]
Its crazy cause alot of people thing we rushed after I had tyler & got married but we were actually engaged for along time & planned on getting married february 20, 2010 & shortly after we set a date I found out I was pregnant & due february 28th so there was NO way I wanted to be a pregnant bride so we put our plans on hold & waited patiently for our handsome boy to make his appearance

So...

Ive been feeling absolutely miserable I have no clue what is wrong with me, but I feel like my body is just slowly giving out!
On thursday I woke up with my bottom eye lid swelled up soo big & started getting light headed, but by the end of the night I had started feeling better!
but Friday morning I woke up & hadthe worst sore throat, nose all stuffed up, my eye swollen, my back was killing me & to top it all of i was soo naseous!
So I spent my whole weekend at home in bed. I felt soo miserable couldnt keep anything down not even water!
But tonight was the first time ive been able to keep stuff down im still feeling naseous, but praying tomorrow I feel much better. my mom has the day off tomorrow so hoping im better by tuesday at least cause I really dont want to have to take care of tyler and get my little man sick that would be the worst..

Tyler's 1st Birthday Party

Tylers 1st birthday party was great!!
He had soo much fun & loved his cake...
He didnt know what to think of all the people that watched him eat it, but it was soo cute to watch...
He did crash a few times during the day cause it was just so much for his little self to take!
& hes so spoiled he got soo many gifts & it was funny watching hi m open & get distracted by each new gift


& his actual birthday was such a bittersweet day
we had alot of fun but I had a hard time excepting that my baby boy is 1 now!!!!
I remember the day I had him like it was just yesterday..
which is crazy cause half the time I cant remember what I did the day before, but I remember everything about that day!!!

Venting

Why as moms are we so quick to judge another mom? We all have our own ways of parenting & we know what is best for OUR child! I'd never do anything to hurt him, but then there's some moms that do EVERYTHING by the book & you know they are judging you cause your not parenting YOUR kid THIER way! I'm sorry im not a
Parent that will do things by the book & I shouldn't feel bad about it cause I have a happy litlle boy & to me that's all that matters. Ya we may make some mistakes along the way, but you live & you learn & there is no such thing as A perfect parent!  

1/6/11

We had so much fun today!!!
We did tylers cake smash photoshoot & he was soooo loving it!!
We didnt think he would cause me & max absolutely hate cake, but tyler dove right in lol
it was the CUTEST thing EVER...


But on another not im also disgusted today cause an ex friend has shown me her true colors
I was the one that brought her into photography & so what does she do goes behind my back makes a photography page!!!
& gets a new camera & tries to say she is just doing it of her kids cause with a baby on the way she wont have time!!
thats a bunch of bull why didi you make a photography page??
im just soo sick of fake people that have no clue who they really are
so they have to copy other people & then they take all the credit & try & say its something theyve always wanted to do
well those soo called friends dont fly with me & you will get kicked to the curb!!

I hate that im such a trusting person
karmas a bitch though

Love Always,

Kim

1/5/11

Today was A VERY busy day & im exhausted, but yet again can NOT sleep!!
Last night I had the WORST migrane of my life & couldnt fall asleep until 4 in the morning & of course getting woke up at 8, but my handsome little hungry boy.
& going off of 4 hours of sleep & chasing a 11 month old has wore me out..
but I have so much I have to get done before Tylers 1st Birthday Party!
I cant believe that Tyler is A month away from being 1! Seriously where has the time gone!
I remember the day he was born like it was yesterday [ our super bowl baby ]
& now look at him on the go!!!!
I cant believe it this time last year I was VERY pregnant!
Awaiting the arrival of Tyler & seeing where my life is right now
I never woiuld have though that this would be where I would be at in my life almost 21 with A 1 year old & married!!!!
I wonder everyday what did I do to deserve Tyler & Max they are absolutely perfect & they are my entire world!!!!
were looking forward to watching Tyler grow & being there every step of the day, but its also so sad hes growing up soo fast!
After you have A child time flies by & next thing you know they are already 1 & your looking back on the past year!
I find myself everyday when tyler is playing just watching him & wondering what his future & our future will be like!!!
will he like sports or not?
what he will become?
& where we will be how many kids will we have & just what the future holds for me & my family!!
thinking about it all makes me soo excited, but even more excited living the present & just enjoying everyday!
To many people take everyday for granted when everyone should just look around & be grateful for everything you have...
& how blessed you truly are cause there is always someone worse of then you are!!!
Well im going to attempt to go to sleep since Tylers cake is finished & his cake smash photoshoot is tomorrow <3
which im soooo excited for I know he is going to just LOVE it!!

Goodnight,
Love Always
Kim

1/4/11

Today has been a crazy day chasing Tyler all over the place he's walking like crazy I can't believe it!
He definetly keeps us onnour toes...
We went on a walk cause he's obsessed with his wagon lol
he's the funnies little guy his new things are his scrunching his nose face & that laugh brightens my day
& he's obsessed with chewing his feet again

My life as a stay at home mom & wife

Everyone always asks about my life well here it is
my name is Kimberly deegan
I was born on January 23, 1990 in veisbadden Germany
I've done alot of things that I'm
proud of I started on a varsity volleyball team all threw high school, was sophmore homecoming princess, freshman president & thts only a few
but the thing I'm the most proud of is
my handsome son & husband they are
my world!
Me & max met in high school my junior year his senior he had just transferred there from a school & I remember on day he walked passed me & I said hi how are you & he gave me this look like are you talkingto me & he said I'm doing good thank you!
& that night he added me on Myspace & we talked for awhile & I gave him my number & we instantly conected the first time we talked onthe phone we talked until it was time to get up & get ready for school!
& he officially asked me out February 20, 2007
& we've been together ever since he is my soul mate & best friend & couldn't imagine life without him!
& on nov 8 2009 he proposed to me & we had a date picked out & everything but shortly after found out I was pregnant!
& on February 7, 2010 we welcomed our handsome boy Tyler Maxwell deegan into the world all 5 pounds 11 ounces he was our little super bowl baby!
& on august 27, 2010 me & max got married!
With them life is absolutely perfect & people ask you can't alwUs be happy well we do have our moments everyone does, but that doesn't make us not happy I'm more in love with him then ever & watching him be such a great dad makes me fallfor him more!
He's such a romantic, smart, funny
man
& I look forward to what the future holds for me & my little family